it is with a heavy heart that I write this blog entry.
Thursday we got the results of my Darling wifes biopsy, its bad, really bad, she has stage 4 lung cancer and it is really aggressive, it has spread to her lymph nodes.
The doctors say they cant operate and theyre not sure chemo would help at all, they gave my Love, my soul mate, my best friend,my wife 6 months to a year at most.
I try to be strong for her as we have a 12 year old son , I had to have the hardest talk ever with him and tell him just how bad this is and that his Mother may be in heaven soon, he is so messed up right now, I am so messed up for I am losing the only woman who I have ever truly loved and theres not a god damned thing I can do about it.
I have concluded that either there is NO God or if there is he is extremely heartless and cruel! my prayers go unanswered, I dont really know what else to say at this point, I will keep this blog going and update as things happen, it will probably get very dark for awhile.
guess thats it for now
you all take care, and hold your loved ones tight and be thankful for the time you have with them
Butch
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